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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Dunno why cannot change the date. but anyway..

Today is my mum's 100th day after she passed away. Took leave and went praying to my mum. Afraid to see my mum's photo everytime because i just can't stop my tears whenever i see her picture. Because i cannot stop thinking of the past when my mum was around. Even when i'm at home i still can see the images of my mum around the house. Although sometimes i may look very joyful or strong on the outside but i feel dat i'm very weak mentally. I cannot accept the fact dat my mum has left. I cannot stop pining for my mum.

On the 18th, my sis had her ROM at Pan pacific hotel. Everyone was in a joyful mood because my sister and my brother-in-law is so well matched. Especially my grandmother and we were glad too cos if not my she will still be in a depression after my mum passed away. But i talked to one of my closest auntie at the wedding and she was alwaz caring for my mum when she's around. She was crying at a corner because she was imagining how happy my mum would be if she was around and we would see her running about preparing everything for my sister's wedding.

Now i just hope dat my grandmother would be fine because she getting older and her body is also getting weaker. I printed my sister's wedding photo for her to put at home so dat at least when sees my sister's photos, she dun get reminded of my mum and she wouldn't be so upset.

Thursday, March 23,2006
//mummy where are you? @10:13 AM
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